Giving up job

I was told that in more ways and many more ways than one that i am a compelete loser. AM I?

Wish i had a my recorder would recroded the conversation and kept it for time to come...

i was about to put in my papers - when I called him and told him that. He shouted, he barked, he was being his usual and said first of course he absued and got me to my senses "you can put in your paper, when everything is downhill. you will have to prove yourself and let them know your worth".

That was motivating. I hate him. I so hate him. Just wanted to give everything and here probably he understood. I will cherish this moment not only for his friendship but also guidance.